My dear friends,
I'm fine in myself and have been facing this time for six years. I have been to the depths of despair and tried to do silly things sometimes, but luckily didn't succeed, and it would have been an appalling lack of love and respect to harm myself when Rebecca has needed me so much.

I posted really to let my friends know that there has been a massive change. Because of the Australian system of not caring for the disabled I pay for her care and have several carers who go in and look after her during the week. All of them have been calling me with the changes they are seeing.

One thing I have realised through out this process is that there are fantastic gorgeous generous people in this world. Sometimes we see the negative, the cruel and uncaring. The sort of people who seem to make the news programs, rather than those who love each other in a  positive and supporting way.  I read rubbish from prejudiced fools, who wave Bibles and read them but have never understood the words.

And then I meet people like you.
People who in the depths of personal struggles can give their time and effort to help others. You are truly remarkable.

Thank You

Cindy

Thank You

Dear Cindy

You have given so much time and effort to help others when they were having a hard time.
Your wisdom and life expirience helped so many people.
I think it's our turn to support you in this hard time.

I wish I could put an arm around your shoulder and give you a hug, just like friends do when you need it and to reduce the pain a little.
Unfortunatly I'm living far away from Australia so it's only virtual.
You're in my thoughts Cindy.
I wish I could find the words to make things less hard for you, but there aren't any words for it.

I can only give you my love and wishes for better times from a great distance.

Hugs and kisses
Annette

Nothing but the best for you and yours Cindy.

Oh, Cindy

I'm trying to type with blurry eyes and a keyboard damp from teardrops - I know there are no words that can ease your heartache and the pain or block the memories... 

You and your beloved are in my thoughts and prayers. 

May the music that eased my beloved Chelle to her eternal rest ease you also. 


Love,
Susan

Oh Cindy, I just saw this.  I am so sorry that it has gotten to this point for both of you.

Please accept some long distance hugs from me.  Sweetie, there is not a proper way to handle this.  I am glad you feel like venting here.  Do what feels right to you, and allow yourself to grieve and heal.

Kristi

I will keep you in my prayers, Cindy.

Gennee

Dear Cindy,

Thank you for sharing how things are. We love you and are sending Big Hugs to you and Rebecca.

We wish that this was not such a difficult time. I am sorry.

You are such a good friend to us all. We think of you often and send out our hearts best wishes to you.

Many,many, many
Big Hugs.

Patty

I too am sorrowful you are having a tough time. Prayers and hugs sent your way!

Randi

(((((Cindy)))))  You and your wife will be in my thoughts and prayers.