This is just something I'm really curious about.  I know that the stereotypical transwoman wants nothing to do with her penis, but I wanted to know how you ladies really feel. 

I'm somewhere between 1 and 2. Using it for sex doesn't really interest me, but it's not horrifying. I'm sort of indifferent to it. Having an orgasm is ok but not necessary, I'm more interested in giving than receiving.

I do want SRS eventually, but it's not as pressing a need as my voice and face are.

Depends on the day as to whether I'd vote 1 or 2. Sometimes the dysphoria is bad, and sometimes it is really bad. I definitely want it gone though. I'd go for surgery tomorrow if I was allowed.

I think you need one more entry on your poll:

() What penis?



-Sandy

Quote from: Sarah7 on August 31, 2011, 11:04:15 PM
Depends on the day as to whether I'd vote 1 or 2. Sometimes the dysphoria is bad, and sometimes it is really bad. I definitely want it gone though. I'd go for surgery tomorrow if I was allowed.

I agree , except for the part I striked through.
iiiiiiiiiii have not really experimented with "it" but I'm curious so yeah.

Is that even legal to say.

I wanted nothing to do with mine from an early age...and the sooner it was gone, the better.  It has been gone for many years now...

Well I had surgery last week but never really fell into any of those categories...

I was subconsciously hugely dysphoric about it, but consciously indifferent about it...

Quote from: Lily on August 31, 2011, 10:58:25 PM
I'm somewhere between 1 and 2. Using it for sex doesn't really interest me, but it's not horrifying. I'm sort of indifferent to it. Having an orgasm is ok but not necessary, I'm more interested in giving than receiving.

I do want SRS eventually, but it's not as pressing a need as my voice and face are.

I would have written this verbatim. When sleeping with men, I give oral, but never have enjoyed receiving it.

I'd be interested to know the age of the voters. I myself am mid thirties and have lived with my ' faults' for a while

It's not so much that I want it GONE... it's just that I want a vagina then IT.

There are days that IT feels like such an awkward, in the way, appendage. Then it so often strikes me as so much not being me, becoming a stranger to myself...

I do use it to get off, and hope I'll be just as fine after my SRS (coming up in 2 1/2 weeks time).

I sometimes so wish all this was not an issue and I could be OK with the way I am down there - BUT I AM JUST NOT.

Having this extra skin and stuff in this place must somehow be similar to some (most all?) FtMs feel about their breasts? It's just such an unwanted extra. Shame.

Lastly I be so embarrassed to use it for intercourse (penetration) even if I'd be still mechanically able to do it. THAT... the thought alone, actually freaks me out.

I sometimes wonder how I managed to get on this way for SO long.
I guess to some questions there are no real answers.

Thinking about it gets me GID feelings, like getting very close to that 'prison' door I not too long ago walked out of.

It's not so easy to speak about it, kind of sad... eish
Axelle

I'm between 1 and 2 as well. I don't mind a being used occaisionaly. But if my partner touches it can be a huge turn off. Once your brain and body are rewired by E you don't really think about it anymore. Yes it, thats what I think of it as. Penis while being the nicest way to say it sounds disgusting to me. Oh and I'm lesbian identified.

Quote from: Jenny_B_Good on August 31, 2011, 11:24:04 PM
I would have written this verbatim. When sleeping with men, I give oral, but never have enjoyed receiving it.

I've only had sex once, and I used the "I don't have a condom" excuse to get out of inserting myself. I couldn't imagine having anything but my hand inside of her.

QuoteI'd be interested to know the age of the voters. I myself am mid thirties and have lived with my ' faults' for a while

Well I'm either in my mid 20s or I'm 4 months, take your pick.

  I choose #2.  I was much closer to a #3 before HRT.  I have no animosity of that thing since everything quieted down in that area.  I have no money for GRS anyway. 
  Joelene

When IT rises I roll my eyes and hurry up do my biznis. Hoping to sing one day DING DONG witch is dead. 

     I tried to cut "it" off a few times when i was younger & still have a scar on "it" to this day. If i didn't need it to pee i'd prolly have cleaved that thing off by myself years ago.   

I like mine just fine; I think it is actually attractive as such things go. I just wish I was on the receiving end instead of the giving end.   The fact that it is mine is what distresses me.

I don't hate it, it just feels... really irrelevant. I want it gone, but I'm done with self-hatred. And I'm probably about to find out how it behaves with someone else, it's been a while! I've always been much more into oral than penetrative sex (if I'm the doer rather than the done) - it's never felt "right" doing that. Funnily enough, in my fantasies these days it works, but only if I imagine I'm wearing a strap-on .

Probably 1 or 2, I haven't used it for anything except a pee for 20 years or so. It's on of those things that if not used is of no great interest, and I'm not interested in it

Cindy

I hate if it do something from its own will - like morning wood and unwanted erections, thankfully HRT solve this problem
If it "sleep" I don't know I have something down here, then it is fine, I can feel like a girl
And when I want to make pleasure I have no problem with it, beautifully feelings flood my body - but it works just if I do it because I want no because I must (like pre HRT)

I want absolutely no interaction with my "unfortunate equipment". I don't even like to call it a penis, because I hate the thought of it being attached to my body.

I have an amazing partner who helped me progress from number one closer to number two, that said I still want it gone sooner rather than later but while it's still here I have no problem using it if she asks me to (and she doesn't all the time). She understands that it doesn't do anything for me though as far as pleasure goes and finds ways around that too. I feel very lucky