Whats the quickest most painless way to kill myself?

[xXRebeccaXx]

I just cant live this way anymore.

[BrokenCode]

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I'm not sure what exactly you are feeling right now. I've had plenty of suicide thoughts before. I know it is painful and sometimes it feels pointless to living. However, you have got to try and pull through. I've been through ups and downs myself with the transitioning, but it does get better. I know when I go to Support Groups, that really helps a lot with depression. Also plenty of Ice Cream helps all the time for me. .

[supremecatoverlord]

I don't think we could legally give you a response to your question...

Um, I know dysphoria makes things hard, but you have to work through it and not let the world get down on you. Life has its ups and downs, but things will get better. No one likes waiting for change, but it will come - you will find people who support you to no end and genuinely love you.

[stldrmgrl]

I just cant live this way anymore.

Live what way?  Talk to us.

[ClockworkAnna]

Don't, all of us feel down at times but killing yourself is not a vaild way to solve your problem, go talk to someone anyone. The first step is making though the night and I believe you can do that. Life is cool , just not alway.s the key is that it'll cool once more

[Mahsa Tezani]

Why do you want to kill yourself?

[Dane]

Killing yourself is bad. Think about all the things you won't ever experience. Sure, things get hard. Sometimes it seems like nothing in your life will ever fit together how you want it to. But you are more important to all your friends and family if you are alive. If you kill yourself you'll become just another statistic. But alive, you are a person with talents and hopes and dreams who we can all appreicate.

[Robyn]

Probably no painless way for you, and definitely no painless way for those you'd leave behind.

There are probably few of us who haven't had a finger on the trigger or the pile of pills in our hands, but 15 years past those thoughts, I can say I am so glad I never yielded.

And if you say, "I can't... talk to counselor, stand up to family, fight the bigotry..." just think how much easier they really are than ending one's life.

Take heart. Transition can happen, now, a year from now, even in your 50s or 60s. Transition is sooooo worth waiting for and working for.

Robyn the Elder

[Lynn]

Everyone has already said what I'd say, so I'll just give you a GIGANTIC hug on behalf of everyone in this thread.

Hang in there girl!

[xxUltraModLadyxx]

you shouldn't have to kill yourself. just find some hobby or something, get so consumed in it that you can't think about your GID. it may be limited, but killing yourself won't change your life.

[Alainaluvsu]

I'm sure there's somebody reading this forum / post that has been where you are. Do yourself a favor and talk to us, because I promise somebody has been there, and can help dissuade u ♥

[Mahsa Tezani]

My lover killed himself.

I can't believe he saw that as a way out, when he had people who cared about him. You have people who care about you too.

[umop ap!sdn]

Don't end your life. Think about everyone around you who would miss you and be so shocked and sad.

Tell us what you're feeling so we can help.

[Princess of Hearts]

Try slow deep breathing for several minutes.   This will really calm and centre you.

[Mahsa Tezani]

Between your post in the FTM section about "having a vagina" and along with all the other stuff you've posted. I don't know whether to believe if this is a cry for help or attention seeking of the worst kind.

So which is it? Are you seeking the sympathy of the board after causing drama here? I support you 100% in your transition. But I do question your validity.

[Dane]

Between your post in the FTM section about "having a vagina" and along with all the other stuff you've posted. I don't know whether to believe if this is a cry for help or attention seeking of the worst kind.

So which is it? Are you seeking the sympathy of the board after causing drama here? I support you 100% in your transition. But I do question your validity.

You can never really know which one it is, so I always play it safe and treat it as a valid situation.

[ByeBye]

Don't u ever want to become a girl? Your life is worth too much to commit suicide and you have reasons to live.

[Beth Andrea]

Suicide is never painless...there is no easy way. It hurts everyone around you.

Best thing I ever learned in how to deal with suicidal thoughts/feelings...when you're about to "do it", resolve to live for just the next few minutes.

Breathe. Do nothing but breathe...cry out...breathe...watch the clock...recite something that is meaningful to you (a prayer, a chant, a method of masturbation...whatever means something to you).

After a few minutes...reflect, and then resolve to live for just the next few minutes.

Repeat as needed, when needed.

Just the next few minutes. And, again. Breathe.

After the crisis period, extend the "few minutes" to more...say, 10...or 15...maybe even to the next day.

Breathe. Enjoy the breathing. Feel the air.

And live.

[Rabbit]

I definitely know how you feel.

But you have to hold yourself back from taking action on it. Emotions go wild sometimes and suicide is ALWAYS a temporary want (if you don't act on things when it gets at its worse).

If you are on hormones, your emotions are even more wild!

Just, go to bed. Drop everything you need to do and just sleep...or watch some tv... tomorrow you will feel better, I guarantee it.

You may be unhappy now, but if you hold on you have a lot of really happy times coming too

[Shana A]

We've all felt this way at one time. Please don't do it. Tomorrow will be better.

Z