If this post seems disjoint... it's super late, I'm sleepy... and I wanted to put it all here first ♥ ♥ ♥
After feeling terrible all morning (dysphoria) and early afternoon... I talked to my therapist - which was mostly a big rant. We'll work on a endo letter next time - just so my ducks are lined up.
I went to the mall... I got some lotion and fragrance mist in my favorite scent (Japanese Cherry Blossom from B&BW)... I got some clothes at Old Navy AND tried them on in the changing room!!! I was awesome
Everything fits and I clearly need to shave better (especially the back... awesome scoop t-shirt is not so awesome with all that showing).
I ate at Panera. Yum... though there was way too much dressing (I thought they always put it on the side... oh well)
And finally... I had a board game night with a bunch of friends I hadn't seen in years (and some new ones). It was awesome... they are mostly LGBT friendly. No I'm not out yet... but maybe much, much sooner with them than with others -- this is going to be monthly and I
REALLY need some friends right now (sorry Susan's & Susan's chat room... I crave some IRLness). One of the guys is out bi- (heck... maybe, though very very very unlikely, he's trans - I just met him for the first time though we've been FB friends and I'm a wishful thinker
).
Just an awesome night.
Good night! ♥
