I wish my father would accept me as his son. It hurts so much that he wants to tune out any talk of me being transgender. I can't get through to him. It's eating m up inside. I want to cut him from my life, but thonly rason I havne't is because he gives me money....money that I somtims put into my top surgery fund. That's th only reason I put up with his garbage and lack of emotions. I am not surprised that his girlfriend of 6 yars decided to leave him. I don't even blame my brother for cutting him out of his life. I hope one day that I can be in a position to do the same. Every time my father calls, I get stressed. It was so ironic that on tim I was at th doctor and my blood pressur was taken once when he was out of the room and it was normal and then it was taken in the same room with him and it was high....