I'm in some hard times..

[acbonnett]

I've been there myself. I struggled in high school for being a nerd. I couldn't even deal with the transgender issue so I repressed the crap out of it until now 15 years after I graduated. I was suicidal. Now I'm living my life. I love being me. No one can take that away from me. A couple days ago a car pulled up next to me while I was walking me dog. The entire family tried to make fun of me. I didn't give a crap. That day was nearly perfect. I absolutely loved it and wouldn't even change that encounter. It took a while to get here, but believe me it does get better.

I live a pretty damn good life to say the least. I'm well known in school and I have a good number of friends in a vast number of diffrent social group. I don't discriminate.
and not to tout my own horn but im pretty good looking. My whole ordeal is the thought of throwing this life away.  And I know this issue is just going to continue,  but if I do end up accepting it I don't want to end up a guy in a dress. I want to feel like a true woman, and look pretty damn attractive.

[Devlyn]

Easy now, some of us are damn proud of being men in dresses. 

Hugs, Devlyn

[acbonnett]

Easy now, some of us are damn proud of being men in dresses. 

Hugs, Devlyn

You can be proud. I'm not hating, nor am I going to bash on you guys. That being said, it does not mean I'm going to Change my stance on the thought

[Devlyn]

I come here for support just like everyone else. Using someone else's identity in a manner that indicates it's a bad thing is inappropriate.

Hugs, Devlyn

[acbonnett]

I come here for support just like everyone else. Using someone else's identity in a manner that indicates it's a bad thing is inappropriate.

Hugs, Devlyn

Wait a second. Who the hell said I was using your identity to indicate "it's a bad thing." I never once said that it's bad. I simply stated that I do not want to be a guy in a dress. Especially if I'm going to put my life on hold and spend a lump some of money. You can take it anyway you want but before you start popping shots towards me try to understand what I'm saying.

[acbonnett]

And whats truly inappropriate here, is you going on the offensive for something that I never said. I do believe that I only said, "I do not want to be a guy in a dress." Where in that did you catch me saying guys in dresses are bad. I don't understand where that curve ball came from nor am I happy about you accusing me of saying that.

[awilliams1701]

That was my original fear when I first came out to myself. However its not anymore. I hope I'll pass in the end, but even if I don't, I don't really care anymore. Would I like to be a hot chick? Absolutely! Do I think its going to happen? No, not at all. I've got my age working against me. I started HRT at 32. That a lot of T poisoning. I'll take what I can get. Embracing it though has just been so wonderful.

I live a pretty damn good life to say the least. I'm well known in school and I have a good number of friends in a vast number of diffrent social group. I don't discriminate.
and not to tout my own horn but im pretty good looking. My whole ordeal is the thought of throwing this life away.  And I know this issue is just going to continue,  but if I do end up accepting it I don't want to end up a guy in a dress. I want to feel like a true woman, and look pretty damn attractive.