Hey eveyone, I think is the start of the real hard work now this week, I wont get. Much chance after that to visit, or reply.
My mother is so far really taking this bad, we hadn't much time to talk through the week with harvest, but I can see she is struggling, I feel so bad about it all, what did she want me to do? Say nothing, end up depressed or worse?
I alway thought I would just run away, dissapear, but I trusted her and now I am being guilt tripped to no end, and its all based of Selfish how will people look at the family sort of bs. I am sick with it :/
On the other hand, I have talked to my other younger brother, who was super suportive, he was so interested by it all, he is a great ally, I could youse him to tackle my mother, but I have told him not to let her know he knows yet, I want her to come to terms with it by herself. She looks up all the negative stuff, thats the problem.
She has never read anything nice! :/
Anyway ther is some positive and that is what matters.
I hope you girls will all be OK and have some fun these next coming weeks, do it for me atleast :')
It should have all calmed down by November.
I will see you girls latter, byyyeeee
*Hugs* Christine
