I've made a few posts about this and that, and recently deleted them, I have been a bit down and doubted myself, I don't want to go into it because I'm feeling more confident now.
I've decided to start this post to document my transition and RLE, in short I started HRT proper about 4 months ago, loving the changes although I want them to go quicker.
I made the decision to be Nicole full time by the 1st of July, we'll I actually haven't presented male for about 3 to 4 weeks, I can't remember when it last was. I feel so much happier going out as the real me.
I am struggling with my weight at the moment, I have put a few pounds on in the last few weeks which has depressed me, I very much view it as a backwards step in my transition, but I'm determined to get back on my diet and loose the last bit I need to.
Went out last night with my family to a Christmas in July event at a good friends house and were joined by two other families, I went as Nicole of course and it felt so good to finally be me. In case anyone was wondering it's boiling hot here in Australia at Christmas time so it isn't the same, so a few of use get together and enjoy a turkey roast with all the trimmings in the depths of winter, no presents, just a good meal with friends [emoji846].
I have an appointment tomorrow morning with my endocrinologist, I'm hoping my levels are all ok, It's always a worry, with my last increase she was hoping I'd be in normal female range, fingers crossed.