Quote from: Jenny07 on October 05, 2012, 05:03:19 AM
Far too early for me at this point. However my face is looking so much better now most of my hair is gone.
If only I had a shopping buddy it would be so much easier.

The dress was so nice....
 
J

Give Catherine Sarah a call, she is into shopping. So am I but I'll need to wait for some holidays to get to Sydney, I also need to get to Tassie to catch up with Karen. But if you are ever in Adelaide I'm free to shop till we drop.

Need some courage, but thanks sounds good as I have to start somewhere.

College with work straight after sucks!
I'm not made to do a 13 hour day lol

Had some bio-identical T-implants to give the flatlined libido a boost to placate the spouse after being on E for a dozen years along with an orchiectomy ten years ago. Thought gee my head's always so itchy, maybe I have cooties? Nope, nothing to worry about it's only the sudden huge onset of MPB....WTF! 

I got friendzoned by another girl. I saw this coming I really did. I figure at this point I will be alone indefinitely. Why the hell do I even try. Heh....

I mean jesus I can't even stop crying. I am so tired of this. People go on about how they think I am pretty and then I finally get some kind of self confidence and then it is shot down in a instance. I really am so frikking tired of this. I try to be happy. I try to show some sort of the real me and bam it's over before it even begins. Oh well whatever that's my life I guess.

I'm scared that someone's going to notice my binder. Usually I'm the opposite of stealth, but I don't want to be out to the guy I hung out with tonight, or to any of my neighbors. Sometimes I feel like a fraud. I wish my anatomy was more correct.

Quote from: Felix on October 06, 2012, 01:51:22 AM
I'm scared that someone's going to notice my binder. Usually I'm the opposite of stealth, but I don't want to be out to the guy I hung out with tonight, or to any of my neighbors. Sometimes I feel like a fraud. I wish my anatomy was more correct.

We have all been or are there with you now, no biggie hon, take a deep breath!

Quote from: Snowpaw on October 06, 2012, 12:00:42 AM
I got friendzoned by another girl. I saw this coming I really did. I figure at this point I will be alone indefinitely. Why the hell do I even try. Heh....

I mean jesus I can't even stop crying. I am so tired of this. People go on about how they think I am pretty and then I finally get some kind of self confidence and then it is shot down in a instance. I really am so frikking tired of this. I try to be happy. I try to show some sort of the real me and bam it's over before it even begins. Oh well whatever that's my life I guess.

Your not alone. I'm ALWAYS friend zoned hence my being single for...um 4 years I think it's been. Ah well there loss. Still I don't mind waiting if it means I get an amazing girlfriend at the end of it.

I want to play my new game online but that means getting the Internet out and I hate how it makes me feel bad to ask to put it on.

Quote from: Tom on October 06, 2012, 05:45:14 PM
Your not alone. I'm ALWAYS friend zoned hence my being single for...um 4 years I think it's been. Ah well there loss. Still I don't mind waiting if it means I get an amazing girlfriend at the end of it.

I want to play my new game online but that means getting the Internet out and I hate how it makes me feel bad to ask to put it on.

That makes sense still its just so aggravating and I know we've all been there I know it's not just me but idk I guess I figured at some point things would change. :< Here's hoping you find her

A lot of us are kissing frogs, it's the best way to meet a prince, or princess! Whatever you're looking for!

Quote from: Snowpaw on October 06, 2012, 06:10:50 PM
That makes sense still its just so aggravating and I know we've all been there I know it's not just me but idk I guess I figured at some point things would change. :< Here's hoping you find her

Yeah it's really annoying. I've had 2 girls so far this year who I've liked quite a bit and I don't know about you but I can never tell with girls if they are interested or not. There all so friendly and touchy feely anyways! it just gets my hopes up and then BAM I realise I've been 'friended'. Sometimes I'm grateful for it because I don't know how I'd handle telling them about my transition if they were interested but then...I miss loving someone like that.

If I let I suppose I could get very down about it. I just try to enjoy being single. After all there are lots of downsides to having a girlfriend 

Quote from: Devlyn Marie on October 06, 2012, 06:18:49 PM
A lot of us are kissing frogs, it's the best way to meet a prince, or princess! Whatever you're looking for!

That's good to know

Quote from: Tom on October 06, 2012, 06:25:34 PM
Yeah it's really annoying. I've had 2 girls so far this year who I've liked quite a bit and I don't know about you but I can never tell with girls if they are interested or not. There all so friendly and touchy feely anyways! it just gets my hopes up and then BAM I realise I've been 'friended'. Sometimes I'm grateful for it because I don't know how I'd handle telling them about my transition if they were interested but then...I miss loving someone like that.

If I let I suppose I could get very down about it. I just try to enjoy being single. After all there are lots of downsides to having a girlfriend 

It really is, last one I don't want to get into too much depth about but I felt lead on a bit. I really really understand that feeling all too well :| Lol yep that's true :3 I can just goof off and be me without fear too Always that worry that I would scare them away.

I found out the hard way that there is black ice on the back sidewalk

Quote from: Snowpaw on October 06, 2012, 12:00:42 AM
I got friendzoned by another girl. I saw this coming I really did. I figure at this point I will be alone indefinitely. Why the hell do I even try. Heh....

I mean jesus I can't even stop crying. I am so tired of this. People go on about how they think I am pretty and then I finally get some kind of self confidence and then it is shot down in a instance. I really am so frikking tired of this. I try to be happy. I try to show some sort of the real me and bam it's over before it even begins. Oh well whatever that's my life I guess.

Hugs hon.  I have pretty much given up on the local lesbians,as they don't want to be more than friends.  I have instead made on-line contact with a transwoman and found we have a lot of mutual friends, so this might work out. I hope so, I get lonely too.

Tried to have a phone conversation with my mother today, but between her deafness, forgetfulness and non-comprehension of trans, it is beginning to feel like I am wasting my time expecting anything worthwhile.

Karen.

Quote from: V M on October 07, 2012, 02:48:11 AM
I found out the hard way that there is black ice on the back sidewalk

Tailbone trauma?

Quote from: justmeinoz on October 07, 2012, 05:58:41 AM
Hugs hon.  I have pretty much given up on the local lesbians,as they don't want to be more than friends.  I have instead made on-line contact with a transwoman and found we have a lot of mutual friends, so this might work out. I hope so, I get lonely too.

Tried to have a phone conversation with my mother today, but between her deafness, forgetfulness and non-comprehension of trans, it is beginning to feel like I am wasting my time expecting anything worthwhile.

Karen.

Yeah that's what get's me. I don't even know what the point of me signing up for okcupid was. It's all lesbians or people looking for sex. Noone returns my messages and the ones that do just end up wasting time. My time.

I'm sorry I have a feeling that's how it will be with my grandma, she has a idea that something is wrong too... Yesterday she called and I picked up, she kept asking "why is your voice so high? did you do something? Your voice sounds weird are you alright?" I think my uncle told her and it wasn't his place to. I wanted to tell her on my own time but that side of my family really doesn't have much else to do but gossip. I worry because she has a weak heart and I don't want to shock her. I wanted to ease her into this.

I have the same issue with my one grandmother. Her way of "coping" with my transition is to pretend it doesn't exist. She won't acknowledge it in any way, shape, or form. It's been almost half a year on T and she doesn't know because she shut me out so much that there's never been an opportunity to properly discuss it. So, uh. Yeah. I'm just going to cross that bridge when I get there because it isn't worth the stress if she won't acknowledge me anyway.

What made me unhappy is that out of literally NOWHERE my body began to ache like nothing else. I am sore all over and it's making me feel a little nauseated.

f me, I screwed up my back just simply bending over and getting the pan of brownies out of the oven and had a little muscle spasm at the exact wrong time to really, really hurt.

Quote from: Jaime on October 07, 2012, 04:34:37 PM
f me, I screwed up my back just simply bending over and getting the pan of brownies out of the oven and had a little muscle spasm at the exact wrong time to really, really hurt.

Oooh Brownies! I'll be over and trade a little back massage therapy for a few brownies and milk, get well Jaime! 

I didn't know I was capable of being this p*ssed off, this often by one human being.
He makes me want to gnaw my own fingers off.