Getting a coke can with my name on it.



(this is actually from google images, as it is faaaar easier than taking a pic to my can, copying it to the computer, uploading it and linking it).

I bought a couple camis from Kohls with a gift card my Mom gave me last Christmas. She would not be happy if she knew what I bought for me.

Quote from: OutsideMe on November 01, 2016, 06:55:51 PM
I bought a couple camis from Kohls with a gift card my Mom gave me last Christmas. She would not be happy if she knew what I bought for me.

I love Kohls.  I'm not up to trying things on in the women's changing area but I do take women's clothes into the men's dressing rooms.  I wonder what the attendants think when they put them away.

Today:
1) told my teammates at work - 4 others, nothing negative, nothing overly gushing with support.  But at least there will not be any issues there.  Everyone was basically cool with it.

2) Had Dr appt, he okay'd me to restart E.  (I stopped for social reasons.  I'll not do that again.)

3) Taking a trip back to my home town next week - going to be in Denise mode the whole weekend!!!  Can't wait.  I hope my sister and some VERY old friends are ready.  One friend doesn't know.  I'm going to see what happens with a "surprise"

I'm so excited I can barely contain myself.  Kinda wish I had another day.  Oh well, that's December in Florida as Denise.

There's a formal dinner event I'm attending in the middle of the month.  I left the last of my formalware in a box at Goodwill a week ago, and it probably wouldn't have been appropriate anyway.  So...

I went shopping!  (Why is that always the fix for everything?)

I now have a beautiful black short velvet (not crushed) formal gown, long sleeved, nice waist, conservative V-neck.  For some reason I started crying when I saw myself in it.  Good grief, girl, get a grip!  Hormones gone wild, I suppose.

Michelle haz a happy.

Quote from: Michelle_P on November 02, 2016, 12:03:13 PM
There's a formal dinner event I'm attending in the middle of the month.  I left the last of my formalware in a box at Goodwill a week ago, and it probably wouldn't have been appropriate anyway.  So...

I went shopping!  (Why is that always the fix for everything?)

I now have a beautiful black short velvet (not crushed) formal gown, long sleeved, nice waist, conservative V-neck.  For some reason I started crying when I saw myself in it.  Good grief, girl, get a grip!  Hormones gone wild, I suppose.

Michelle haz a happy.

You'll be the belle of the ball Michelle!!!!.... I remember dropping off the last of my old clothes!... So liberating!!!

Onward we go!!!

Ashley

I am dressed in some comfy clothes right now. I am out of town for some work training. I am unable to dress at home.

I was at my mental health office and the lady behind the glass addressed me as ma'am. Though I look completely male, right now, it gave me a warm sensation in my heart. *feeling loved*

I spent the last four days away from home for work training. Everyday I was tucked and wearing panties. When I would get back to the hotel I would change into comfy female clothes. After doing this for four days it is time to head home. It feels weird to be back in my male clothes. Even after only four days. This makes me happy and to me verifies how I feel. (my first therapist appointment is in two weeks)

Quote from: OutsideMe on November 03, 2016, 07:47:52 AM
I spent the last four days away from home for work training. Everyday I was tucked and wearing panties. When I would get back to the hotel I would change into comfy female clothes. After doing this for four days it is time to head home. It feels weird to be back in my male clothes. Even after only four days. This makes me happy and to me verifies how I feel. (my first therapist appointment is in two weeks)

It's heartwarming to be able to be who we want to be. It also is extremely hard to revert to who we should be.
I empathize as to how you're feeling.
When I dress, I need to dress more.



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Headed out for a drive with my Love with the destination, DMV.  Finally getting my license corrected!  Have an appointment for 9am and it is a 2 and a half hour drive.  Will be really fun!

Congrats! So nice to have that piece ID changed and in one's hands! Hugs,Kelly

Some days it doesn't take much. [emoji8]


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Last night I say to my wife that she's my girl.  She then touches my face and says, "You're mine."
[emoji1] If only I could stay in that moment forever...


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Aww, Amanda that's beautiful  <3

For the past couple of weeks I have been getting ma'am-ed everywhere I go but I had one host at a restaurant ask,  how could I help you sweety? 

I am in male mode but I have always looked feminine, I guess even more so now on HRT, not to mention the new blonde hair color and 3.5" heels; I think the laser and electrolysis helps as well. 

I look the same at work so I wonder if the changes are slow enough so no one notices or no one cares but you can damn well bet I would say something if I saw someone obviously in transition although I got some good-natured grief over the change in hair color.

Also had a facial; These are cool!  Soon to get my brows waxed.

Went to a Payless shoe store today in Indianapolis.  The lady who helped me didn't bat an eye with the "guy" trying on women's shoes.  She was very helpful to me, and even told me several times that I was doing great, and that I shouldn't be so afraid anymore.  She was very supportive, I will be going back to that store again!

At work yesterday, a resident of the nursing home in which I am employed told me that I look like a girl.  I really wanted to say thank you, but there were people who don't know what is going on around.....and I'm still a bit scared to open up about it, but it made me happy that someone said it anyway.

I shaved my bikini area for next weeks GCS

I woke up feeling pretty down, two weeks after losing my old home and having to move here.  All my insecurities boiling to the top.

Then, out of the blue, some wonderful person with an amazing sense of timing sent me a PM that was very complimentary.  Wow!  That helped so much, and completely flipped my mood around.  (Thank you again, wonderful person!)

So, I headed off for my Sunday morning coffee and donut, in a great mood.  How great?  I was humming:

"I'm just a sweet transvestite from Transsexual, Transylvania"
- Dr. Frank N. Furter, "Rocky Horror Picture Show"

I finally told my whole family. The reactions were mixed, but the one I least expected to be even remotely tolerant was my father. Damn. He surprised the hell out of me.  All he could say was, "Wow. (ad nauseam) Well, this doesn't change anything between us. You're still my kid and I will always love you, no matter what you do." This made my heart feel so alive. The fire is alive in me and I'm about to divulge the info on facebook to everybody. I feel that I can do anything, now. I feel unstoppable, thanks to the one I didn't expect to get that from.

#FeelinTheLove

Quote from: Michelle_P on November 05, 2016, 01:04:51 PM


Some days it doesn't take much. [emoji8]


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I recognize that! 

Thanks to a very outgoing barista that I ran into while out as Tonya one night, most everyone at my local Starbucks refers  me as Tonya even when in guy mode. 

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