Wow, full spectrum of answers but for most part they are black or white. I have learned that in this life saying, I do this or, I wouldn't is as much as having a wonderful dream and hoping for such to become reality. Fluidity of circumstances in life it self make for much unforeseen outcomes, we, for most part feel in control but opposite is true. It would be with anguish, anger, and frustration if I was faced with such dilemma but for one I can not say it wouldn't happen. I didn't start transition until my forties which by any standard is really late, the reason was my family. Yes at times I felt like puling the trigger but didn't because of the same reason which kept me going as man, family. I can only speculate on how hard and painful it must be for someone to detransition against ones own will, I respect those individuals for their strength and devotion. I sure hope I will never have to face this dilemma.